"The Michael Jackson Disease"

My vitiligo is back, as I expected. I'm scheduling a doctor's appt after the holiday rush to be checked for several things including (but not limited to) diabetes.

My grandfather was diabetic and for the last year, my health has become increasingly worse, with mild symptoms associated with diabetes. I don't think I have it; whether that is denial or not I'm not sure. However, when I was in Colorado I was supposed to get blood work after the doctors found an abnormally (don't you love it when they use words like that?) large amount of white blood cells leaving my body through urine. But, I moved and was dropped from my insurance because I didn't live with papi anymore. I really can't afford this doctor's visit and whatever tests they will have to run...so I hope my vitiligo leaves...it won't, but whatever. Damn it, I'm pissed. I've had so many problems with my vision blurring, I've been to the restroom at least 10 times a day (Gah, I wish I was kidding), I wake up several times at night to drink water, I'm exhausted and I'm having one particular infection repeatedly, no matter how often I've treated it.

Merry Christmas everyone.

Ciao.